You say you have "been in the world of magic for years now." Could you elucidate a little further, like how many years. From your writing "ability" I am think that you are still in school. To be precise in grade school.
well, I have been practicing magic for 8 years now and do regular gigs for 3 years. Im 18yr and i'm in college. I did coporate events and private gigs. My magic is fresh and young. That's about it.
My english language ability is because im not an american. My first language is french, you know...francais du QuÃ©bec caliss!
Im only asking for good advices, I have a total confidence in my magic and my skills, so dont try to convice myself and say that im not ready for it! ( im sure you'r not paddy!)