paddy, so because u say my english is bad you think i am young? how old do you think i am? i am a kid, im almost 16, i just dont use proper grammer out of school. this is stupid that you even said that... im sorry but this made me mad, and you say im not ready and i shouldnt start, im pretty sure i stated that in the original post, the post was about where to start when i am ready... and how would you even know if im ready or not you have never seen what i can do.
I am glad that it made you mad. You say "i just dont use proper grammer out of school” that is YOUR FAULT. You are writing this for a bunch of people that have never, nor will we ever, see you or meet you. You first impression on me, and everyone else, is your improper use of the English language, your lack of respect for yourself because you don't capitalize "i" when referring to yourself, your laziness because you don't take the time to do the simplest thing, communicate, well.
If it makes you mad, do something about it. Start to communicate correctly and you may get the answers that you want.
You ask later if I as a full time magician make a good living, the answer is yes. How much I make is no one's business but mine but it is sufficient to suit my desires.